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The Power of Pain

Pain changes how life is filtered. It’s like entering a room that you want to exit but there’s no door. You want to get out and be anywhere beyond the excruciating nerve endings that set your body on fire. In my experience, my focus was on striving to stay in control of the emotions that wanted to send me over the edge. I took shallow breaths and looked upward. I focused on keeping the negative thoughts from sending me spiraling downward.

The nerve block began wearing off around 9 PM. Right when I wanted to go to sleep. But sleep would not come that night. Instead, I would lie and count the minutes until I could give myself another dose of medicine to hopefully cut back or kill the pain that grew in intensity.

As I was pinned to the bed, I reached beside me and stroked Vern’s smooth fur. Just having my little dog and husband nearby gave me a sense of strength and allowed me the ability to stay calm. But, as wonderful as it was to have others that cared from the outside, it was the knowledge that Jesus is within me that washed me with power.

Paul is given a thorn. No one knows exactly what it was, but it was bad enough for him to plead with God to take it away. You would think God would smooth away Paul’s troubles, but he doesn’t. Instead in 2 Corinthians 12:8-9 it states, “Three times I pleaded with the Lord to take it away from me. But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me.”

Thankfully, the pain subsided and I am now managing it with medicine. Vern has stayed by my side and my daughter has joined forces this week to care for me. As I think back on those hours when the pain pushed me to my limit, I’m consumed with a gratitude in my heart for not only the relief I now have, but the experience of being made weak so Jesus could be made strong.

Published by Cora Darrah

Hello. My name is Cora. I live in Durham, North Carolina with my husband and two French Bulldogs, Vern and Bee. For thirty-two years, I taught children with unique needs. When I was eligible for retirement, I decided it was time to explore life from a different perspective. So with pen and paper, I have taken up blogging about two of the most extraordinary pets I know. More important than my pooches, is my relationship with God. I love God! He has blessed me with the gift of writing and I want to share what he is teaching me as I look through the eyes of four legged friends. So if you would like to experience how God works in all his creatures, join us on our adventure! When I first started blogging, my Frenchie, Carl inspired me through his crazy antics. But as life has it, Carl had to leave this world at the tender age of four. After a period of mourning for my little guy, I brought Vern home where he has ruled the roost. Oh, did I mention Bee, the Frenchie with a girl attitude and enough spunk to keep Vern in line. Come along beside us as we dive into God’s word and learn morsels of the treasures that only the scriptures can teach us. Vern and Bee would love to get to know you as well, so please feel free to follow us and share your comments….

2 thoughts on “The Power of Pain

  1. Thank you for sharing your heart. It really helped me this morning. I’m feeling down because of staffing issues here. I’m feeling exhausted because of my insomnia. I’m having more pain than usual in my neck and shoulders. I find myself asking God why. This really helped me. We all go through different things that force us to look to God for strength.

    1. Terri, thank you for your response. I am so thankful for technology and how we can converse in our given circumstances. God surely stopped me in my tracks. I have had to depend on others for so much. This is so out of character for me, but I believe it is for my growth. I must believe he is doing this for my good and for his glory. You are glorifying God. I believe Jesus has work for you. So keep writing! Love you sister. Cora

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